Dear Delilah part 2

Everything, and NOTHING has changed.

Yes, I am still 100% enamored by him. He knows. He's still everything on my list. He's kind, he has amazing faith, he's got a great sense of humor, he's gracious, he's adorable, my dog loves him.

I have also realized that he deserves someone who is everything I am not.

He deserves a girl who will give him a huge family. Someone who would be filled with joy to go on mission trips to places without indoor plumbing. He needs a partner whose mouth doesn't require a filter, because she wasn't raised by sailors, and cowgirls (Manners, but no filter). She should command a room, rather than shrink into the spot where she'll least likely be seen. She should easily, and always be able to control her temper.

For now, I'll probably continue to track him with my eyes when we're in the same room, because he's an addiction. An addiction I won't be ready to give up until we both find true happiness. At this point I think we're probably supposed to stay friends. At this point I hope that never changes.